so about that..

I passed out at work again the other day.

At first I decided not to tell anyone...that didn't work out too well. My boss called my house to check if I was alright, leading to my parents being quite mad at me for not telling them. Truthfully, I didn't want to see the look on their faces when they found out their youngest keeps passing out for no apparent reason.

When you black out, your feet feel like concrete and all the blood rushes down. There's really nothing like it..a dizzy rush. I was told I did a crazy spin, but really I think I was just trying to run away so no one would see. When I woke up I was breathing all wild. Luckily my friend was right there being comforting, and I calmed down.

So here's the thing, I've had quite a few tests and they've never found anything serious enough to make me pass right out. I'm not in the least bit scared that there's anything wrong with me, I'm more worried about the people around me who seem so concerned.

My doc's going to call me tomorrow to see if I have to be monitored for a 24 hour period, as in I take a heart monitor with me wherever I go...bummer. If I do, it's going to be especially high when I'm taking my algebra exam tomorrow night.